Isaiah 40:8

The grass withers, the flower fades, but the Word of God stands forever.

 Joseph (Trumpet)     Patrick (Tenor Sax)


Guess who? Peek-a- boo, I see you!    This is where I get to tell you about myself. My full name is Joseph M. Neumann, from Saint Paul, Minnesota. I guess the moment that really encouraged me to pursue a career in music was when I was given an opportunity to perform at a beauty pageant in 1978 at the Klein Memorial Auditorium in Connecticut. I was a featured performer. This was my first really big event for me. My Mom did attend this event I was performing at. I was scheduled to only sing one song which was "Welcome To My World." I was also backed up by the orchestra band for my song. When I came out to perform with my guitar, the whole auditorium was pitch black and I couldn't see anyone at all in the audience. I could only see where I was on the stage because of a low light spot light. After I sang the song I heard a huge overwhelming applause. Then the lights went on. What a surprise! I was shocked. The whole auditorium was packed solid with people who stood up and gave me a long loud applause. I was overwhelmed. I'm glad my Mom was there. She was so proud of me.

       When I decided to put up my website, I thought it would be nice if I had "Welcome To My World" on my home page welcoming people to my website. 
       I am the youngest of my two other brothers. See picture below of my brother John singing "Your Cheating Heart" and playing guitar. Johnny Cash sounded a lot like my brother John.

 

















My Mom was the best Mom ever. See picture below of me (Joe) my Mom and my brother Steve on the right. 










We all had a very difficult time through the years. My Mom brought us up alone on her own because she was physically abused by some "thing" that was supposed to be a man and had to leave "it" for our safety and hers. If you notice I didn't designate this "thing" as a man because "it" wasn't. Never met "it", never wanted to. Anyway my Mom raised us on her own and did a great job. My Mom did have brothers and sisters who were married and doing very well in their homes but never reached out to help their own sister (my Mom). This upset me and affected me so much I even wrote a song about them called, "We Got By". My Mom and my two brothers have since passed on. I am currently working on a book about my journey through life. There were a lot of hard times and good times.

       Getting on with my story... music has always been a part of me. I could never really be "me" without music in my life. For me, without music, I would just be going through life "empty." Songs I heard and have written, weren't just songs. They had special meaning to me. Songs I wrote and Iistened to  were singing to me about my life's ups and downs. I started my musical career at the age of 11 years old in the 60’s when I was inspired by groups from the 50’s to the Beatles and Elvis.There were so many bands I have had through the years and events I have performed at  that I am only mentioning some of them and photos that I have performed at. Everything I have done with my music was important to me but this could end up being too much to talk about. The first band I ever formed was called "The Spades". I've tried for many years to try to get someone to help me with my musical career and listen to some of the songs I've written with no success. The record companies I sent my material to didn't even want to be bothered. Later I bumped into an older man named Harold. He told me, "Joe, it's not what you know... it's who you know." Harold went to a lot of  concerts where country artists were performing and had a backstage press pass to interview and photograph the artists. He use to bring me along on a lot of these events. I remember meeting the below National Recording Artists. See pictures below of Johnny Cash's brother Tommy Cash, Penny DeHaven and Dick Curless who were nice enough to let me go up on stage and perform a song.


















































A lot of the songs I have written, I wrote in my van. See picture below taken in 1980. Notice I had plenty of coffee and donuts and was comfy.











I use to drive down to the park. See park entrance photo taken below in 1980 on a stormy night I was going there to write.












I had a particular area that was always "my spot" by the water. I use to spend a lot of time there writing my songs. I really enjoyed working on my songs there on days and nights that were windy, rainy, stormy, even snowy days. That was the best relaxing time for me to write and think. I usually was the only one there. Sometimes I still go down there and I would feel right at home. Unfortunately my van is gone.

See pictures of "my spot below".




























































       I recently obtained a film copy from a TV producer friend of mine from their Backstage Archives of a 1979 TV performance I did on “Backstage” before I went into the studio for the very first time to record two of my original songs I wrote, Love’s Little Heartaches and It Can Happen Anytime Of The Day. Other original songs I performed included in this performance are: Someone Special, The Ways Of Love, Love Blues and Love’s Little Heartaches. This performance was only of me singing and playing guitar and was made prior to me forming my band. Care was taken to reproduce this performance as best possible.

There is a short 3 second visual drop out during my interview that cannot be recovered at this time but all the audio is still heard. The rest of my performance is all intact and can be found on YouTube.      

       One of my early songs I wrote in 1976 was about the games the typical boyfriend/girlfriend couple play on each other when a problem comes up in their relationship that they are willing to play on each other right to the very end of their relationship. I was aware of these games when they were happening in my relationships and would not play them. The song is on my "Original Songs Downloads" page and is called "Life Must Go On" which is about the "life" in your relationship that must go on.

       I've been getting a lot of emails about how I go about writing my songs and where the ideas of my lyrics come from and how long it takes me to write a song especially from people who are  just starting to write songs. There are many ways the idea of a song comes to me. Usually it's about a memory or experience I had and involves a lot of and feelings and sometimes my song would start to come to me by my mood which would trigger a certain way I play a chord and then my song would start to evolve from there. Best thing to do is find a place where you can think freely with no pressure. For example you can see "my spot" with the above pictures is where I went. Then just start thinking about things and start strumming some chords. You'll be amazed at what starts to develop. I would find the main idea or sound of my song and then it starts to develop with more words and chords as I continue playing. I have sometimes written a song in a day.

       My Mom told me that when

I was born that I was born with a "veil" and that I'm a "true and honest" person. My Mom made a point of making sure that I was aware of this. She gave me a very old news article that she saved for me for many years about people that were born with a veil. See part of article below. Maybe this has also influenced my music and the way I write my songs.

















I was curious about the above so I did some online research and found some information that I copied and pasted below about this:

A “veil” also known as a "caul," is a rare occurrence that appears in only 1 out of every 80,000 births. A newborn with a caul was (and still is) thought to have special talents and amazing powers, and is therefore held in high esteem among many cultures throughout history. Caulbearers often have supernatural abilities. Many can predict. Caulbearers were considered "kings by right," because of their leadership and judgment abilities. Babies born with a caul are also considered to be extremely lucky and were seen as good omens. A veil is an additional tool of awareness that some souls on this Earth carry with them to see the non-physical slate of creation. Someone born with a veil can usually see beyond the physical realm and into the realm of potential creation, using a variety of non-physical senses and being born with a veil is a sign of special destiny and abilities.

Below is a picture of a good friend of mine Amy Grant. Amy is a well known Christian singer, songwriter who has recorded over a dozen Christian albums. I was invited to attend her concert at the Radio City Music Hall in New York. I took this picture of her after her rehearsal before her concert when we were going for lunch.


"About           Me"


                                                                            Joe's "Vintage" Guitars

             1957 Gretsch 6120                                 1958 Gretsch 6119                                1973 Gretsch 7660

                                  1975 Gretsch 7603                                    1973 Gibson L6S

Praise the LORD!
All His angels, all His hosts,
sun, moon, stars of light,
highest heavens,
waters above the heavens,
the earth, sea monsters,
the deeps, fire, hail,
snow, clouds, stormy wind,
mountains, hills,

fruit trees, cedars,
beasts, cattle,
creeping things,
winged fowl, kings,
peoples, princes,
judges, young men,
virgins, old men,
children,
all His godly ones.
Praise the LORD!


by Joe Neumann

Prov. 31:10-12
An excellent wife, who can find?
For her worth is far above jewels.
The heart of her husband     trusts in her,
And he will have no lack of gain.
She does him good and not evil
All the days of her life.


Psalm 127:3 Behold, children are a gift of the LORD;

The fruit of the womb is a reward.

"Time marches on, the wind blows on"

        I got on with my life and music career once all the extreme stress and confusion I had in my life was gone. It was a good feeling to be myself again and I was back and on track! "Goodbye Yellow Brick Road" and "Hello Marylou". "I'm Still Standing" and it's time to Rock & Roll again!

       "GOD" took notice of me and my life and blessed me. I met a "good woman" that I married that is “true and honest and devoted” to me and I had two beautiful sons with her.

      


























I became a full time freelance musician making "a lot" more money writing jingles for commercials, doing studio work and collaborating with other songwriters than I ever did working at my old job. I also had a Christian radio program ministry that I also produced and I have written about 12 Christian gospel songs. I have posted two of them on my "Original Songs" at the top of the page along with the original copies of these songs and chords I wrote down at that time. One is called, “ I Am Your Child”, which is a Pro-Life song about a baby in the mother’s womb talking to the mother. The other song is about Adam speaking to Eve and is called, “Adam Say Eve".

       I started another band which was called Joe Neumann & the Big Beat which has gone through many changes through the years but I always had my good friend Bucky performing with me playing drums and singing harmony. One of the nicest concerts I had the pleasure to perform at was with Bill Haley’s Comets in Fishkill, New York. The drummer is now in charge of the band because Bill Haley passed away.

    I also had an audition for "America's Got Talent", and met with Simon Cowell who introduced me to a recording executive. I gave him a copy of some of my original songs on CD.

I was contacted by him and met with him at a "private" recording studio in New York to lay down some studio recordings of some of my songs. We made really good recordings. He took copies of the recordings with him and said he will be in touch.

     I then got a call from the New York studio again to work on commercial jingles. I was told that I have a unique way of writing lyrics and music.

        I perform mostly by my homes in the Connecticut and the New York areas with my band the Big Beat. My sons are also performing with me. Joseph solos and plays trumpet and Patrick also solos and plays tenor saxophone. See photos below.













































I’m very proud of them. They both graduated from College. Joseph was an Honors Student and Majored in Physics and Math. Patrick was an Honors Student and Majored in Marine Biology. They are both working on their Masters Degrees. I wouldn’t have missed having kids for the world. They have "always" come first in my life. The worst person in the world is a "deadbeat dad". They run away from their responsibilities and only take real good care of themselves.

       I am working on a compilation album of all my songs and have written over 80 songs. I  have also been recording and producing my songs myself at my home studio.

       I have recently written a song 

called "Rockin' Little Mama". This song describes the "typical 50's looking and dancing gal" that is ready to roll and is a type of swing song with a touch of Jerry Lee Lewis and

rock-a-billy added. I currently have a few of my original songs available to share with you "FREE" on my album for downloading. All you have to do is go to "bandcamp.com" and put in

Joe Neumann Music in the search.

The downloads are totality free and easy to download.  

        A couple of my song commercial jingles that I have written and recorded for a couple companies during one of my sessions at the studio in New York have been aired on TV and radio. I was also introduced to Brian Setzer who happened to be there recording in one of their studios.

       I've been playing a long time now. Nothings has changed with me through the years. I never really did pay attention to time very much as it was going by. I play better and sing better. I'm a little older now but still "charming and adorable". I have some difficulty seeing peoples faces at a distance. I still think and act the same way I always have, still immature and silly which is good for us rock & rollers and oh yeah, I still gots all my hair! 

       I'm really having a great time performing and doing the music which has always been a part of me that I have been doing all my life. I can't imagine not doing this in my life. Without it, I would be living a "fake life" and wouldn't be me or living a life that I enjoy.

       I take a break whenever possible 

while I'm working at the recording studio. I always have a lot of ideas on songs that I work on at home that I bring back with me to the studio for my own songs and for other musicians songs. I also do some guitar work and backing vocals on other musicians recording. I got a surprise visit from Joe Walsh from the Eagles band at the studio. He invited us all to go with him out to lunch with his group and then we went with him and his group to Mohegan Sun in his tour bus for the VETS Rock Concert that he was playing at. I met a lot of new friends and got a few invites. He also introduced me to Ringo Starr. We all had a lot of jamming and hang out time after the show and over that whole weekend. I’ve been meeting a lot of musicians and friends since I’ve been recording at the New York studio. I’m glad I never made it big. I like to be able to go out wherever I want to and play at concerts and do shows without all the pressure.

      My original songs have been getting around to other agents that are interested in my songs especially my songs "Lead Me On", "Flowers And Letters", "The Lonely Xmas Tree", "It's Just Another Christmas Again" and "Stupid Me" that are being checked out by a few country artists. One of them I heard is Willie Nelson. 

       I have been receiving so many emails. I will eventually respond to each one individually. Here are a few responses to some emails questions I keep getting asked. I do prefer my solo performances over my full band performances because there isn’t so much pressure performing solo and they are a lot more personal and have smaller crowds. I also like playing Gretsch vintage guitars. I use a Roland GR30 guitar synthesizer when I perform and I play it live while I play my guitar. My favorite movies are

"Breakfast At Tiffany's" and "Stars In My Crown". I like going to vinyl record shows, guitar shows, flea markets, and visiting St. Patrick’s Cathedral in New York. I like plain strawberry filled donuts, and I "love" the smell of Tabu perfume from the 1950’s and I can recognize it anywhere if someone is wearing it. I have blue eyes and I’m old enough to know better. My dream night out would me being at my spot on a starlit summer night along the shore with a warm breeze softly blowing, enjoying strawberry doughnuts with a cup of coffee.   

       My agent at the studio in New York has me to doing some concerts performing only my original songs "solo"with my "Pages Of My Memories Concert Series". I meet a lot of nice people. I also explain why I wrote each one of my songs before I play my songs "It's Just Another Christmas Again", "The Lonely Christmas Tree", "Lead Me On", "Flowers And Letters", and "Cos' You Know". They really enjoyed my story on my song "Stupid Me", especially when I tell them it's all about stupid me.

       Once in awhile I stop at "My Spot" where I wrote a lot of my songs. It brings back a lot of old memories and nice times.

       I also did a concert in New York at the Central Park Naumburg Bandshell where I debut my original songs. I met a lot of new friends and artists. I also ran into some old "close" friends. They still call me "Joey". I haven't been called that name for a long time.

       I had a great time backstage with Brian Setzer at his show at the Foxwoods Resort Casino. Glad he gave me the backstage passes.

       After I finished re-recording a song of mine at the New York studio called, "Out Steppin' In My Old Blue Jeans" which I wrote years ago, my agent sold the rights to use my song to a company that makes blue jeans for 25,000.00.They are using it on their commercials.

       I remember an old friend of mine Tommy Cash who passed away. I met him in 1979. We have been friends since then for a long time. He's Johnny Cash's brother.

       I also bumped into Brian Setzer at the New York recording studio he gave me 4 backstage passes for his 2024 concert with the Stray Cats at The Rooftop at Pier 17 in New York. I've been to Brian's shows recently. It's always fun backstage and watching the entire show from backstage. We always attend a really great party celebration after the concert at his home.

       I had a great time performing with Brian at the "2024" New Year Cruise private party at the Pier Pressure New York New Year’s Eve Fireworks Cruise with a "Live Swing Band" for dancing, food, open bar and the works including Hotel accommodations. I was a guest so it was all "free". It was "A Live Stream". I got a lot of emails about it and I will reply to "all" of them. I just bought a 70 ft. Cruise Yacht. Can't wait to put it in the water. I've been having a great time lately going to lots of record conventions. I found a lot of really cool records and memorabilia.

       To all my email friends, I know it’s taking a while but I’ve been spending a lot of time at the studio in New York with recording projects. As soon as I can I will be working on the actual video recordings footage that was taken during the actual studio recordings from 1981 of my two songs “Love’s Little Heartaches” and "It Can Happen Anytime Of The Day”. The video was taken without anyone knowing about it and was supposed to be given to me after my recording sessions were finished but they forgot to give the video to me. Both of these songs were recorded in one day and it has every minute of everyone that was at the studio and all the excitement of everyone during the recordings. I’m going to send it to everyone on my email list as soon as it is transferred.

       I've been using the internet Live View product for years that lets you actually "see and hear people & places live as it's happening". I'm able to actually see close up faces of friends "live and hear them live" at their homes as clear as if I was there with them or walking with them and they don't even know it. It's pretty cool.

       New Concert dates coming up will include Joe's original songs:

LEAD ME ON

FLOWERS AND LETTERS

STUPID ME

LOVE'S LITTLE HEARTACHES

IT CAN HAPPEN ANYTIME OF DAy.

       I just got backstage passes in the mail from Brian for his upcoming Straycat concert in New York at

"The Rooftop at Pier 17" on August 15, 2024 and backstage passes for his Sraycat concert in Bridgeport, Ct. at the Hartford Healthcare Amphitheater for August 17, 2024. It will be good to see Brian, Lee and Jim again. It's always a lot of fun backstage and watching the concert backstage. Looking forward to both concerts.

       I had a great time at the Straycat concerts on August 15 & 17, 2024 in New York and Bridgeport with email friends Carol, Sue, Sarah, Marie, Cheryl, and Linda I brought with me to both concerts. We all were backstage before and during the concerts. They were so happy to meet the Straycats and took lots of pictures of them.     




UPCOMING                        CONCERTS

















*Baldwin Center Performing "Traditional Christmas Songs" Dec. 20, Fri. 12:30 PM to 1:15 PM 1000 West Broad St. Stratford, CT.


*Full Band Private Christmas Party at Fairfield Yacht Association  Dec., 21, Sat., 9 PM to 12 PM. South Benson Rd., Fairfield, Ct.

       I"m going to be spending a lot of time recording in New York at the studio. I've been getting a lot of interest and questions about my two Christmas songs "The Lonely Xmas Tree" and "It's Just Another Christmas Again" so I made a response on my Home page. I'm might be putting up videos of them before Christmas. Joe

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John 1:1-3, John 4:25-26, Psalm 22:16-18, Matt 27:35, Rev 1:7, Zech 12:8-10
In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God. He was in the beginning with God. All things came into being by Him, and apart from Him nothing came into being that has come into being.
The woman said to Him, “I know that Messiah is coming (He who is called Christ); when that One comes, He will declare all things to us.” Jesus said to her, “I who speak to you am He.”
And when they had crucified Him, they divided up His garments among themselves, casting lots;
For dogs have surrounded me; A band of evildoers has encompassed me; They pierced my hands and my feet. I can count all my bones.
They look, they stare at me; They divide my garments among them, And for my clothing they cast lots.
BEHOLD, HE IS COMING WITH THE CLOUDS, and every eye will see Him, even those who pierced Him; and all the tribes of the earth will mourn over Him. Even so. Amen.
In that day the LORD will defend the inhabitants of Jerusalem, and the one who is feeble among them in that day will be like David, and the house of David will be like God, like the angel of the LORD before them. “And it will come about in that day that I will set about to destroy all the nations that come against Jerusalem.  “And I will pour out on the house of David and on the inhabitants of Jerusalem, the Spirit of grace and of supplication, so that they will look on Me whom they have pierced; and they will mourn for Him, as one mourns for an only son, and they will weep bitterly over Him, like the bitter weeping over a first-born.

Isaiah 5:20-23, 2Thess 2:11-12
                  
1 Cor. 13:4
Love is patient, love is kind and is not jealous; love does not brag and is not arrogant, does not act unbecomingly; it does not seek its own, is not provoked, does not take into account a wrong suffered, does not rejoice in unrighteousness, but rejoices with the truth; bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things. Love never fails.

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"The Best Of Times"

"The Worst Of Times"

"The Early Times"

To book a show email: neumannjoe@yahoo.com

Full name is Joseph M. Neumann. Singer, songwriter and guitarist. Lived in Bridgeport, Connecticut and currently lives at the Dakota Building, 1 West 72nd Street, New York, NY, 10023.His current telephone number is 212-362-1448. He is single. Was born February 10, 1952. His website is: JoeNeummannMusician.com.

Holy, Holy, Holy Lord,

God Almighty
Early in the morning my song shall rise to Thee

 

       All the songs I have written are about my memories and actual life experiences. The "best" example of this I have is from a past experience I had below. Some of the songs I wrote about this are mentioned below and are posted on my "Original Songs" page located at the top of this page.

       And so it begins...

       As I continued down my musical career, I thought it would be a good idea to actually record a couple of my songs and make a record and try to get the radio stations to play my songs.

       It was during this time that I met someone that I wish I never met. This gal "acted" sincere to me and was into music like me. I thought we had it all like the Bogie & Bacall song, "Key Largo". I thought she was a good gal that I could trust and count on but

"I was so wrong". She was bad, I didn't know it. Her big smile never showed it. This "happy time?" in my life inspired me to write the songs, "Summertime In Our Lives", "My Woman Is Mine" and "Cos' You Know" that are posted on my above "Original Songs" page.

       Then suddenly in 1979 my Mom got sick and had to be admitted into the hospital. Things then started to fall apart for me. I couldn't handle this.

I was very upset and confused and lost direction of my life and my gal wasn't there when I needed her help through this and I was getting calls and messages from unknown guys that my gal was cheating on me with them.

       I decided to push forward with my recording plans because my Mom would have wanted that so I went into the recording studio for the very first time and I recorded two of my songs. The first of my original songs that I recorded was recorded in 1981 called “Love’s Little Heartaches” and "It Can Happen Anytime Of The Day". A lot of work, money and effort went into this project with no success. I remember stopping by my home town radio station WICC in Connecticut and talking to WICC and being given a very difficult time when I asked if WICC would play my record even though I had performed at numerous fund raising events through the years that their radio station was also apart of. 

I also remember radio station WDJZ in Connecticut that was run by Frank Derak who knew me from some of the fund raising events I had performed at. He was very kind to me and played my record often on WDJZ radio.

       As bad as everything was going for me because I was worried about my sick Mom, and I knew my gal has been cheating on me, I was performing at the Klein Memorial Auditorium in Connecticut. After I performed I was backstage and I was introduced to a crazy gal that was getting married and wanted to meet me. Somehow she found out where I lived and she started stalking me for two months by stopping at my home late at night and would shout out on my porch and she wouldn't leave until I let her into my house to talk to her. I talked to her for about 20 minutes about her boyfriend problems then she'd leave. She would just stop by once every couple weeks and I didn't know what to do to make her stay away from me. If I knew about restraining orders I would have had her arrested. One night when she stopped at my house her boyfriend followed her. It was good to finally see him.

I told him that his girl was harassing me and she broke up my relationship. She said she was trying to get him jealous. He said they're both moving back to Texas to get married. Never saw her again. Good riddance!
       My cheating gal actually became "jealous" of the stalker and was very unfair to me, because         I got no help or advice from her on how to get rid of the stalker but I got "all" the blame for the stalker being there. I wrote the song "Are You Still Mine" because

"people were telling me that she's been lying to me and cheating on me."

        Her girl best friend called me one

        night. I asked her how she got my number? She said from my business card that she had and then said that my gal doesn’t know that she’s calling me but wanted me to know that she and my gal are out on a date with two guys and if I drove to the diner by my house that I would see my gal there with another man. She laughed then hung up. When I got to the diner I found her with another man. She got very mean and nasty to me because I actually saw her with another man cheating on me. I wanted to take her home but the "slut" refused to come with me and told me that she was going home with him. I'd be at home and she would be out whoring around with other guys. You can see that I included what happened at the diner in my song, "Hey Joe, I'm Joe" along with a few other things that happened from then in this song that I have posted on my above "Original Songs" page.

       I always sensed that her mother and her girl best friend were both jealous of our relationship even though it was none of their business and they wanted us to break up and they took advantage of my situation to do their best to convince her that I           was a bad guy so she would leave and during that time when I tried to contact her to help me with all the problems that were happening between us, I sent "lots" of flowers and letters to her house and got no response back from her, instead her mother "actually" drove to my house. Do you think it was to talk to me and find out from me what's going on and try to help me about being depressed about my sick Mom and advise me on what to do about the stalker? No such luck!  Her  mother actually  drove to my house

and was very mean and nasty

to me and "treated me very badly"

and also said, "I don't see what my daughter sees in you" and "I threw out all the flowers and letters you sent my daughter, she never got them" and "don't you call her anymore" and a few other things. She must have felt better finally saying all the things she always wanted to say to me. I said nothing back to her. Then she drove off. I wrote a song called "Flowers And Letters" about this. I also wrote a song about  her mothers visit to me at my house  and what else actually happened on my song "Hey Joe, I'm Joe" posted on my "Original Songs" page. It's all "true and honest" just like "all" my songs. After her mothers comments to me and visit to my house I was so depressed from what her mother said that I then started to go  out once in a while to a bar by myself to try to get away from  all of this. I didn't like bars and I only went to the bar to drink to try to escape things for awhile. It didn't help at all and I only felt worse because it made me think even more about my problems and I didn't even want to be there but where else could I go?  

         "Her girl best friend" showed up           one night at a bar I was at. I was  surprised when she said hi and sat next to me and bought me a drink. She started talking to me and told me that her friend isn't good enough for me and that I should leave her and find someone better then smiled. She then tried to get "too friendly" with me and she got real mad and embarrassed when everyone at the bar laughed at her when I pushed her away and told her to leave me alone as I got up to go home. As I was leaving she laughed and said that I’m in real trouble now because she has my gal on her phone speaker and told her that I'm at a bar.

I could hear my gal on the speaker ask her, "is he with someone?" I wonder if she also told her that "she" bought me a drink and that "she" was trying to pick me up? Some best friend? I wrote the song, "Pour Me Another Glass Of Wine" about me          going to the bar.

       There was a time I drove to my spot at the park to write some songs and I saw her there roller skating in the park road whoring around with her girl best friend. They were flirting with all the hungry hyena guy drivers that were stopping and driving by that were trying to pick them up. I should have realized then what she was about. 

       I remember that during that time while my Mom was in the hospital she became very sick and her condition became terminal. My brother and his wife moved then divorced and I lost track of my brother because he became homeless. I became very depressed, lonely, stressed out, and overwhelmed all at the same time.

I had to slow things down that were happening to me in my life at that time and when I had to put the plans the gal and I had made on hold for a little while the gal just left and then my Mom passed on. The gal only thought of herself and didn't care at all about what I was going through. I wrote the song, "Your Mine". This was the worst time period in my life and I was a wreck. All at the same time my Mom was sick in the hospital and became terminal, my relationship was being destroyed by a stalker, my brother and his wife moved then divorced and then I lost track of my brother because he became homeless and I couldn't find him, the gals mother stopped at my house and was very mean and nasty and told me to stay away from her daughter, I found the gal cheating on me and she left me          for a hungry           hyena guy (See 1 Peter 5:8) just            because some problems came up in my life I had no control of. She was never there anyway when I needed her, and then when I really needed someone because my Mom then passed on, I was left alone to deal with my Mom passing on and all the above by myself.

       On the night that she left her place with me all of a sudden she hated me and turned on me and she treated me          so badly. I just looked at her until she finished her yelling and then she stomped off to her Gran Torino and drove away to the hungry hyena ss (See 1 Peter 5:8) she was sneaking off spending time with. As she drove off I knew then how her life would end up and what the hungry hyenas would do to her. That's why I wrote the verse, "You're gonna run, you're gonna hide, you're gonna feel sick inside, you're gonna wish that you were home" on my song "My Hands Are Tied" posted on my "Original Songs" page. She just bailed on me and was never there when I needed her. I had enough of her lies and cheating, she can have them so "Goodbye Yellow Brick Road".

       After this, instead of stopping by my house and apologizing to me as she should have, she then called and left the song "Separate Lives"on my answering machine just to be mean and to make sure that I knew to stay away. So I          left her alone. Not very nice of her. I wrote the songs, "Lead Me On", and "Shiney Hiney" posted on my "Original Songs" page.

       I was a total mess during that time but I pushed myself to perform and started a rockabilly band called Joe Neumann & the Tornadoes. Performing and rehearsing helped keep me from thinking about things.

     I enjoyed going to Straycat concerts until she started showing up with her hungry           hyena so I stopped going to them           to avoid seeing this.

     I wrote the songs, "It's Just Another Christmas Again" and "The Lonely Xmas Tree" posted on my "Original Songs" page.

       She also took away her little sister that was "so special to me

like a daughter"  that has now

grown up now that I recently got hugs from when I ran into her unexpectedly after many, many, many  years. I use to love to take her out on Halloween and carry her through the haunted houses when she was small. She use to get real scared and held on to me real tight. Missed it very much. Soooo nice seeing the little one again and getting those special hugs again! I could see it in her eyes that she remembered me and missed me too. I told her I was so sorry I couldn't be there for her as she was growing up. I can only imagine the lies they told the little one about me.

I wished the little one the best in life.

After all this I wondered how the ex-gal was able to sleep at night?

       I never asked anyone about the

ex-gal through the years, but friends of mine that know her, and some of her friends told me she's a "narcissist" and is desperate to be married because she knew she was "older and weathered" looking and she's terrified about growing old alone and she would settle for anyone that would marry her before she got too old looking then no one would want her. A friend of hers told me she always works at jobs that guys visited so she could flirt and make new guy friends and she is devoted to no one and she quickly moves on and brings the "mess" of every man she's been with to her next man. What guy would want another mans "mess"?

A guy told me guys knew she was “easy” and she does her best to them just to show them what a good wife she could be to the next lucky guy who will have her in case the guy she is currently with doesn't work out, and she has a lot of guy friends she always goes off to be with when she is mad or upset about something or she just wanted to be "comforted". When I was told that one of her Jamaican friends got engaged to her just to have sex with her and when they were done with her he dumped her, I didn't believe it until I was shown pictures of her. He said she's a "pig" and she is known by the nickname "Miss. Piggy". I then wrote the song                   "Running From Love"                          and the verse, "Look at                    what they're doin' to you, like a flower in spring they'll just pull you apart until no petals remain".

       Years later in 2017 after going through all of the above memories again, I wrote the song "Stupid Me" posted on my "Original Songs" page  and a friend of hers told me she really messed up her life when she left me because she ended up in a crappy marriage that didn't last.

       Later on, her ex-hungry         hyena showed up at one of my

performances. He said he lived with her so we talked for a while. He had a lot to say. He also said she had really big eyes and she must have a severe case of the "bulging eyes disease" and he didn't like looking at her. He even said that she has a "smelly _ _ _ _ _ _" and then he laughed. What a "JERK".

       At the end of another one of my concerts an angry woman came over to me and said she was told that I knew the woman in a photo she had. It was a photo of the ex-gal. I said I knew her many years ago. She didn’t like her at all and said that the ex-gal's a home wrecking adulteress that broke up her marriage. The woman said that she learned a lot more about her from my website and that her ex now regrets leaving her and he constantly tries to get back together with her. See Mark 10:11-12. (The ex-gals mother and best friend should be very proud of themselves and how they helped her life turn out the way it did. Good job!)

      What guy would want to be with a woman that you will always wonder who's she's sneaking off to be with whenever she goes out?

       Oh well, it looks like all her plans didn’t work out and she was never happy with my replacements that she found, hungry hyenas that she signed up with that are only sniffing for tidbits like her that they can use and only want for awhile. Her relationships always fall apart. Gee, I wonder whose fault that is. Like I said many years ago,  "I knew how her life would end up and what the hungry        hyenas would do to her".   What a            “dumbola” she is. See Prov. 7:9-11, Rev. 2:4.

      I am also a republican. The republican party is the "only prolife" party which means we believe babies and children should be adopted.

I could never be tied with a democrat in any way because they don't support the adoption of children and they "only" support a woman's right to an abortion for "any reason" at all up to a "full 9 months" of pregnancy. It's hard to get to get them to admit it but it's true. 2 Cor. 6:14.

        When people like the ones mentioned above "treat you badly", it will "always" return back to them someway later in their own life. See Proverbs 3:33. I felt sorry for her and what she did to herself. I stopped doing concerts near her home town. There was another article that my Mom saved for me. Maybe this was a warning for me. See article below.

      














... and so it ends.

       I have written some of my songs from this time in my life. Some of them are posted on my above "Original Songs” page. I call these songs, my “K” Series Of Songs". My song "Stupid Me" made a fitting ending song from this time in my life of the "Pages Of My Memories...
The above is the "best" example where some of my songs come from. Now do the "Hokey Pokey" and turn yourself around, cos' that's what their all about!

     




Job 1:6, 2Thes 2:11-12, Eph 6:12

       Now there was a day when the sons of God came to present themselves before the LORD, and Satan also came among them. The LORD said to Satan, “From where do you come?” Satan answered the LORD and said, “From roaming about on the earth and walking around on it.”

For this reason God will send upon them a deluding influence so that they will believe what is false, in order that they all may be judged who did not believe the truth, but took pleasure in wickedness. We know that we are of God, and that the whole world lies in the power of the evil one. For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the powers, against the world forces of this darkness, against the spiritual forces of wickedness in the heavenly places.

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